THE GAIN AND PAIN
She
looked like the happiest girl in the universe. Cheeks flushed pink, her
blue eyes shining with tears, she clasped her hands in a heart shape
mouthed "thank you " to crowd.Watching Britain's Victoria Pendelton
receive her gold medal after winning the women's track cycling keirin
was one of the iconic moments of London 2012 Games.
The pretty
brunette draped the British flag over her shoulder in the centre of the
Velodrome of theOlympic Park , taking in the rapturous, triumphant
applause around her.
But behind those shining eyes Pendelton
was feeling something different not triumph,but relief. Relief that she
had won; but also relief that it was all over - that in just few days
time she would retire from competitive cycling forever . " I don't
understand why i put so much trouble on myself ," she told the
reporters . I can't really believe it and my overwhelming feeling is
just relief."
In a new memoir, Pendelton has revealed that her
hugely successful track career coincided with decades of pain.Fear of
failure and pressure to win, as well as what she saw as demanding
relationship with her father(also a cyclist), led to a tendency to
self-harm and an obsession with cleanliness, which saw her running her
hands under boiling water and cutting her arms with a Swiss army knife
until a " soothing numbness" spread through her body. No wonder she
wanted it to be over.
CRY OF DESPAIR.
Pendelton's
experience are ,sadly,not unusual .The 31-year -old golden girl from
Bedfordshire is one of a elite athletes who must grapple with such
emotions. Performing at high level in sport is unforgiving.
Training
programmes are intense , diets demanding and competing exhausting
.Failure is never far away ; neither is injury .There is no time for
friends or family, and few opportunities to sit down and think, let
alone talk, about your feelings. Athletes' self-esteem is linked to
their performance ; one bad race or missed goal and this can plummet
irrecoverably.
At the least extreme end of the spectrum are
athletes who develop obsessive traits ,sometimes the beginnings of
obsessive-compulsive disorder(OCD), to help combat lack of confidence.
Spanish
tennis player Rafael Nadal lines his water bottles on the side of the
court before playing, much as British footballer David Beckam (who
admitted having OCD ) lines up the Pepsi cans in his fridge.Novak
Djokovic, the Serbian tennis player , refuses to use the same shower
twice during tournaments, while British swimmer and Olympic gold and
bronze medallist Rebecca Adlington only sets her alarm clock or the
television volume to an even number.
SENSE OF CONTROL.
It's
easy to dismiss some of these as silly superstitions ; but they can
conceal deep-rooted vulnerability .Stuart Holiday, a trainee sports
psychologist with his own consultancy, says these minor neuroses provide
athletes with comfort and confidence in an otherwise unpredictable
profession. Unable to control what happens on track, in the pool or on
the pitch, they crave control in their personal lives. "If it's worked
in past, they'll repeat it," he explains."They know what they're doing
is irrational but it can become a coping strategy to deal with the
stress of competing."
Nearly two decades later,studies by
researches at the University of Leeds showthat as many as one in 10 of
Britain's 250 leading female runners has an eating disorder. The issue
of the "perfect" body reared its head at the London Olympics: both Tom
Daley and Jessica Ennis were labelled "fat" in the run-up to the Games.
Pendelton's
account of her battle with self-harm is an insight into a side of
elite sports we know alarmingly little about. Phil Johnson, founder of
Sport and Performance Psychology, says many athletes struggle
psychologically because they don't have anyone to talk to about what
they're going through."Victoria would have found it difficult to express
her feelings within a context of safety , understanding and
confidentiality ,"he explains."Lots of athletes wouldn't think of going
to a sports psychologist, and some experts aren't trained to deal with
these problems."
Help is at hand for athletes who competed in the
London Games. UK Athletics has an agreement with the Priory hospital
group, whose experts have pledged to provide mental health support - on
issues including stress ,anxiety, depression and eating disorder- to
sportsmen and women.For, behind many of those tearful victory ceremonies
and beaming faces atop podiums will have been hidden stories of pain
and heartbreak on the road to success.
One can only hope that Pendelton, nearly a month into her retirement,is now in a better place-The Daily Telegraph UK.
Depression
Thursday 18 October 2012
Article 1
FEELING BLUE!
Feeling depressed over problems with lovelorn? Because you didn't make the team? Because you are not invited for the cool parties? Because your parents are arguing again?Life is becoming more stressful for everyone.The Ministry of Health thinks that 20% or one out of five Malaysian kids, suffer from depression and stress.The Malaysian Psychiatric Association (MPA) thinks that almost 10% of Malaysian adults are affected too.
Being down or sad because something isn't going well is absolutely normal.Everyone has a bad day, or even a bad week, every now and again.The problem starts when you feel bad for long period of time.If you feel down for two weeks, doctor say you should seek medical help for depression.
DEPRESSED = CRAZY?
With 20% of kids and 10% of adults being depressed at some point in their lives, you'd think people would talk about depression the way they talk about the flu, migraine or broken bones.But funnily enough,many people think that having depression is somehow shameful.
"Anyone can become depressed," says Universiti Sains Malaysia's School of Educational Studies' professor Dr See Ching Mey who also serves on the Malaysian Board of Counsellors.
"It can hit you when you've had a problem with friends, family, or at school. Sometimes depression runs in families. Certain medicines also cause depression as a side-effect ".
"Here in Malaysia, many people still believe that depression is the result of a weak and deficient character.They are often thought of as mental cases.This is NOT TRUE !!! Even a strong character can succumb to depression ".
What is shame is that many people who are depressed are too shy to speak up and ask for help.These people either suffer needlessly, or sometimes go on to hurt themselves, or even commit suicide.
UNDERSTANDING DEPRESSION
Nobody really knows what causes depression.Doctor believe it is a combination between genetic inheritance, social factors, psychological traits, and general health.
Two of the most common triggers stress and diet.
Stress that triggers depression can come from negative and positive events: from worrying because the exams are coming up, to getting into that university course you really wanted.Scientist think stress leads to depression because it alters brain chemicals.
Eating an unbalanced diet or going on a crash diet can mean you don't get enough omega-3 fatty acids , compound found in fish , fruits and nuts.A lack of omega-3 fatty acids causes your body chemistry to change.This increase the risk of depression, violence and suicide.
HOW TO GET HELP(SOS).
Just like any other medical condition, depression takes treatment to make it go away.you can't just pull up your metaphorical socks and get on with it.
1. Talk to your school counsellor, they should be able to put in touch with a doctor or a psychiatric to get some advice.
2. Talk to close family member
3 . Contact a help group.
If your interested to understand more about causes, treatment, and find a doctor to help you, please log on to this following websites:
How Depression Works
tinyurl.com/2wrljr2
Tv Documentary: Out Of Shadows
tinyurl.com/5ef75a
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)